crush, kids and greatest dream

*weekend happenings*

-sunday-
i went to ateneo to hear mass and attended SFC's G3 assembly. this is different from all the other assemblies we had previously because we joined CFC for their lenten recollection. two bishops administered the recollection namely bishop soc villegas and bishop teodoro bacani. it was such a feel-good recollection coz i've learned so many things and laughed on the stories they've shared..."pinochio" and "tuta" made me really laugh hard :0 this lent we were told to practice PSST (very filipino, hehehe), P-prayer, S-silence, Say No, T-thanks. PSST can also be our daily guide in decision-making or in anything we do so we can never go wrong. my heart was so filled with joy coz i saw >KUYA RENE< ...darn, he looks so good ! :) he was with his wife :(

after having our lunch at tokyo tokyo, eastwood we went straight to our CLP in St.Francis. when CLP's done, i went straight home coz mom visited us. we discussed about our moving out of youngstown and transferring to a new home without the nosy neighbors ...hehehe!*excited* i just pray that things would turn according to God's plans...which i know is still the best.

my siblings have already arrrived from the province!so glad!:0


-saturday-
i spent my morning at jansennville... kinda miss the kids so i went there since there won't be any activity at san andres. the kids were also surprised to see me... i told 'em that i miss them so much...really!two of my favorite sagip were there ...ban-ban and wendel. ban-ban will always be special in my heart. he's a special child and very clingy...actually, i'm the only person who can requests him to do things ...like behaving, staying in one corner and not to roam around, wear his slippers, wash his hands, not to do this, not to do that etc...with that i also feel special when i'm with him coz i feel the respect he gives me and i truly, truly appreciate it. wendel on the other hand ran when he saw me...he's so neat...not ordinary for a sagip kid actually.he also explained why he came late :) i hope i'll get to be with them again!

who we were also there? anto, aiza, kuya nats, gem, raymond, ate leah & two others from their chapter and mike.

i spent my whole afternoon washing clothes. after that i watched "click" as usual.

in the evening, i had dinner at meldrid's house...it's like a thanksgiving party of some sort for her sister's graduation...actually annette (mel's sister) graduated as cum laude and with that she's truly grateful to God :)

after dinner, we watched the last screening of "the passion of the christ". so many reviews have been given to this film so i wont dwell on it anymore. i just have to say one thing..."it's an experience". as expected i fell asleep in some parts but only to some..about 5%...hehehe!

-friday-
our upper household had a fellowship. we ate at dampa sa libis. with me are ate lydia, ate dothy, ate glecy and her boyfriend, manny.since it's lent, we're supposed to be fasting. . . sure, we did not eat meat but boy we had SEAFOOD GALORE . i ate like a hungry cow! as i was requesting for a couple of ice in the counter, i bumped into my friend bobbie, and with her are some co-teachers which includes my former highschool teacher, sir macky. sir macky's also part of sfc community and we know common friends, i was kinda inviting him to transfer in our chapter since he's already living in cainta. sadly, he's currently treamleading a Christian Life Program in Project 4 and couldn't transfer immediately. Bobbie, on the other hand updated me with new things happening in her life...she just resigned and will concentrate on law school. she was my music hall buddy, my sister's bestfriend sister and a very admirable person in terms of kindness, wit, intelligence and creativity...no wonder she loves school so much...hehehe! after dinner, we went to eastwood city...had a glimpse of the mossimo bikini open (guys in trunks...hahaha!) and went to the coffee bean obviously to have coffee. over coffee the three us (ate lyds, ate dothy and i...ate glecy left with her boyfriend already btw) chatted like we've never chatted before. it lasted 'til 1 AM and we just talked about our life...family, career & lovelife (mine has never existed so they kinda figuring out why....i couldn't figure it out myself..hell!). both of them are kinda old and admitted that at one point they regret of letting pass "the man who got away" who could have been "the one" for them.i don't wanna be in the same situation...my greatest dream is to really become a lola...a hippie, cool,fun-loving and loving lola. i wanna have my own family...but i've always liked those men who are impossible to be mine:( i don't even like mushy, mushy stuff...i can't imagine myself being in a mushy situation....eeew! yeah...my real problem is...i couldn't admit i'm afraid to love. i have to overcome this so whoever reads this blog though you're a total stranger...please pray for me !

posted by badyheng @ 8:30 AM