conversations, ex-crush and a slap on being judgmental
i slept over at aby's house last friday. we celebrated her birthday with unending chikahan with her other friends.sadly, those in our circle weren't able to come because of understandable reasons. it was just myself just like the previous year.she was quite depressed about it coz her other friends weren't able to make it also.i was able to see the press release of g*r**'s wedding.they look happy together.i think they even look like a beautiful couple...and i still am depressed.i was able to sleep at 4 in the morning and woke up 3 and a half hours later to prepare myself for another SAGIP class.after SAGIP, i wasn't able to catch some sleep either. i had a hard time getting one, i don't know why so i just watched this local 80's flick called NINJA KIDS in VCD. one of my guilty pleasures is to watch those kind of films...hehehe! in the afternoon, JM and i went together for our our lord's day celebration. i was so happy to see JM the first time in our SFC gatherings for he's now an official member...thanks for the super fast track CLP that was recently concluded :) ate normie, beth and jong also joined us in our lord's day. i invited ate norms because she's our cluster gk coordinator, she tagged along 2 others.we decided to go out after our CLP and after they've attended line's birthday celebration. so when everything's done, we met at eastwood. they tagged along more people from their chapter.we just chatted over coffee. i was seated next to ***o**, he wasn't so active in the group conversations but would react to some of my comments.when i introduced my brother to them, i said that JM's only turning 23 this year and he's still a baby. he said that they're just the same age (i think he miscalculated, he's actually a year older than JM....i checked it in their directory). he: "ibig sabihin, baby pa din ako?" me: "nde, kasi mukha kang matanda!" he: ang sama!in our converstaion i also found out that he's one of the few good men left in the world, here goes ... me: (reacting on drinking) si *o**, nung pinanganak sya ng nanay nya, hindi na dumaan sa pagkateen-ager, paglabas nya, manong na kgad sya he: ano'ng ibig mong sabihing manong? paano mo nasabi? me: kasi never sya uminom, never sya nag-yosi. ako, never din nag-yosi pero uminom ako eh di ba pag naging teen-ager ka dinadaanan mo naman yun? he: maniniwala ka ba na ako rin? me: ha? he: barkada kasi kami, lahat kame ganoon me: magkalahi kayo? nakatira kyo lahat sa isang village? iba lang siguro ginagalawan nating mundo. ako, walang kaibigan sa village, member kme ng snob club he: pareho lang tayo ng mundo. ako nga nagbabanda pa kaya andameng temptations then *o** butted in *o**: saan ka nakakikitang pasko nakalibot walong lalaki sa isang table tapos POP COLA ang nasa gitna? tapos palagi pa kaming may usapan na tuwing linggo, sabay-sabay kaming magsisimba tuwing alas-otso ng umaga he: hintayin mo pa yung dalawa pa naming kalahi (referring to two others also with us but just left for awhile me: okay, i'm outnumbered! hindi nko magsasalita! and a lot more other topics were discussed but i am still in shock in what i've discovered that there are still few good men left. i hope they keep up being that. i just hated it when converstaions would dwell into my so-called non-existing lovelife. *a**** asked kung meron daw bang mga pangalang tintukso sa akin, i just said ang dami kong ka-loveteam. pati sa SOLD mabenta ako. then he asked again kung si ****e* daw ba nababanggit na itukso sa akin. then ria butted "kay jeng"?" as if teasing, as if assuring.argh! i never liked ****e* romantically talaga so puhleazze people drop it!i'm getting tired of being linked with him romantically. in my heart,medyo depressed pa nga ako because of that wedding thing. i was happy because i've learned so much with people that i thought i already knew. just drop that love angle, okay?
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