a dream? a nightmare? now i'm wonderin'....

dream. awhile ago when i was struggling this morning to either wake up or to continue my sleep, a certain dream flashed...**** **** ***** asked permission to kiss me, i think i said no but i don't know what kind of situation we were in that time that agreeing to the request was something i had to do at that very moment. so, in my dream, i closed my eyes real hard and i let him kiss me....when i finally woke up, i couldn't forget about it...for one, i couldn't forget about the kiss and i personally know the guy.... he's a friend like all the other guys i'm close with...i don't really know why i had a dream like that.....thinking about it now.......kissing him is ssssssssssssssoooooooooooooooooooooooo far from reality...for one, i don't know if i'd even allow it or if he would even request something like that from me...eeeeeeewww it's just so unreal.... totally lame dream, not the kind of dream i want...not the man i want to be in any of my dreams.........eeeeeeeeeeeeeeewww!

posted by badyheng @ 9:31 AM